hmmm... this is true story.. happen around us... loveless or in an easy words, abandoned child.. but this is not dumping babies issue.. this is about people that didnt care about their own child because they all busy with their works. can u imagine..you have a parents but they didnt care about you, didnt care if u go to school or not.. didnt care if u get suspended, didnt care if u at home or not.. can u imagine that?
its true..they are some people seems didnt care anything happens around them. all they care is themself. even their children they seems do not care at all. for them, it enough give their children a place to shelter, food, cloths, money and education. but is it really enough just that?? how about love then? can a human being in this world live their life without love?
this is a story of a girl. coming from a very broken-loaded family. its truly happen around us..but no one ever notice. why? like i said, no body cares.. ''mind your own business''.. have u ever heard this words? i guess everyone heards of it.. this is what all people around the world love to say when someone else ask them about their problems or anything about them.. its already be a norm for people in this world to not care about someone else. for them it a waste of time.
back to the story :
am not going to mention her name here. let keep it secrets.. she's truly troublemaker at school. she's troublesome person but its not like she wanted too. thats because of her family careless. should blame her for being such a troublesome person? NO.. all she wanted is just a happy family..eternal happiness but what she's got? a very horrible pain..deep..inside her heart.
what's use to be loaded? live in a wealthy but lack of love? what is the use to live in a very comfort big house completed with airconds and other facilities but the people that stay in there just 2 person? what is the use to have a very big dining table but theres is no one eat there except 2 person? its killing her. even if i in her shoes i also feel that way too. as a grown up teenagers, love is the most important. teenagers want they to be love.
yeah~ sometime the older getting tired becauese of the trouble that teenagers do..plus they busy working and so many commitment to give.. but think again? why they do that? everything that human being do its must be a reason. must a very concrete reason. unless the teenagers is crazy. only crazy people do things without reason.
example, teenagers that do troubles like absent school, vandelism, bully, and so on..when you ask them why they do that..teenagers always answer that its just for fun.. but why they said its just for fun? there are so many way to find fun.. because nowadays..teenagers always release their sad, pain through violent..but deep in their heart who knows? they just want people love them.. care about them. listen to them.
adults always thinks that give advice is good to trouble teenagers but do they know why the teenagers do that? do they ask them why? maybe they asking but in my experience, before the teenagers could answer the questions, the adults would yankking bubling and bla..bla...bla... adults.. they do not know nothing..they just know how to give advice without listen and understand the situation. here is the problem.. between adult and teenagers..
back to the story of the poor girl. she's actually have a very big family. she has a brother and two sister. she's the youngest. 4 siblings overall. but so pity. her brother and sisters busy with their own life and they didnt live at their home. everyone live saparated.. left her alone in a big house. alone with their maid. that house even it is nice..even it is complete with everything but its like a haunted house.. very quiet.. but it so noisy too, when her parents back home...
her parents....they always fights each other. screamin' and shoutin'.. it make her emotion unstable.. feels like she wanna run away.. far far away from that house.. the noisy sounds that her parents make her hard to sleep.. she's always taking a pill to sleep. depression pill. its really depressing to have a family like this! they didnt come back to check on her but just to rest. that house. its not like a house but hotel to her parents.. for her, it more to hell.. a prison. a dark room where she really wanna run away from it. escape from it but she doesnt have a place to go. so she have to endure and swallow all the pain.
its really tough for a 16 yers old teenagers to bear the sucks situation. if she's not strong, she might be crazy. its really test her patient. truly liar if she's didnt think to just end up her life. for what continue our life if it so miserable..full of complicated..die is the perfect path to end all of this suffer. but when she think again..is it worthy to end life just because of this problem? you can die and then see you in hell. taking suicide is the stupidiest way to end all of this problems.
once when she sitting at dining table, her maid turn on IKIM channel. there..its all started when an ustaz said that, parents responsibility shapes their children to be what? monster or human. everything is started from parents and then family then lastly teachers. some parents said it is enough send their children to school cause there, teachers always there to guide their children. education starts from home. childrens that give birth is like a new-clean-white blanket. starting from that moment, after hearing that she start to think and think.. then when the times come, at last she finally find the solution of this problem. things wont change if we didnt take an actions.. she promise to herself that she wont be down. she'll fight for herself. fight for her life.
so..moral of the story.. dont you ever judge people that do troubles as a damn fucking teenagers. dont say that they are all bad.. there must be a reason for them to act that way. get to know them but dont follow their step. we must make them follow us. make them realise that even we're strangers, we care about them.. sometimes strangers like family and family like strangers but its all right.. the priority one is love..
getting love by someone and loving someone..
live well or live hell. its up to you. you choose. dare yourself to dream and dare yourself to fullfill it. i know, everyone have their own dreams. all the best. dont give up your life easily. you can dealing with the past and living with the present and fighting for the future. everyone deserve for a bright future..
to you who read this, goodluck to whatever you do.. just remember that He the One always watching you and always be besides you..
theEnd ~
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