assalamualaikum
seriously why this always always always happen to me?
yes i know it's a test to me from Him. i know that already.
it's just that i need supports to be strong. i can't handle it
all alone. but that's where is my problem begin!
everyone seems ignore me. just who they think i am?
ironlady? cat woman?
even siti khadijah have her husband, prophet nabi Muhammad
supports her from behind. and so do i. i need someone
(not a guy or lover okay. just FYI)
to supports me when i have hard time live here but they all
seems don't understand. the reasons why i cry soundlessly.
ah! crap, i really hate this kind of feeling. just what am i
doing here?
where i live actually? mars or saturn? why do i feel so
FAR FROM EVERYONE?
yup it is a small-trivial-matter but what can i do about it?
i'm alone here. if i have someone, just one person that i close with here,
i wouldn't mind if everyone else wanna ran away from me.
damn, i am so sad and so mad and feel so weak!
p/s : doesn't have to do with my love-life. after all i don't have the one guy.
doesn't feel like i want to have one right now. what's the used i have him
now. i rather have my friend beside me. screw love-life for awhile.
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