Random Talk

My aunt and her family came over and spent one night at my house.

It is always like that whenever they came.

Our cousins still small and they love to play

with my  younger brother and sister.

You know that kind of feelings right?

when you are happy playing with your friends and don't wanna go home.

so that's why my aunt and her family spent 2D1N.

I really like it when my aunts come over to my house.

My house will be so lively with children's voice.

It's really does feel like home sweet home.

It's not like my family is dull and not lively.

They all do like talking so much. In fact, we all always sit in the living room

some may laying down on the floor and we talk about various thing.

I like my family lifestyle.

Relaxing on a couch and talking. 

Sometimes decide what are we gonna eat?

You can say I am family girl person.

Devoted my life with my family.

I just love my family so much and it's really frightening too.

why?

Because someday I will be getting married.

Please let me be like this a little while longer.

Mama said to me and not just mama,

even my aunt too,

they said that I'm not young anymore and I need to prepared myself

I mean trained to be a good spouse hahaha

I also think that I need to go under training,

especially my mental because I have been single for almost 23 years

and never really care like really care what people think about me.

well let me give you an example,

case: the guy feel guilty for not be able to keep their promise

to study together due to some stupid reason.

Overslept.

lover: will be mad at the guy because they actually forget and can sleep.

will be sulk and not talking.

single: oh i see. well no need to feel guilty because I also study

with my other friend so it's okay. 

See, that is how my mind work.

when I don't care, I really don't but if I care too much,

I'll hurt.

Complicated isn't it?