Assalamualaikum
Not all changes are bad but not all changes are good to.
I
don't really mind but of course!
Not to the point where I
get confused like,
"err
WHO ARE YOU again?!!!"
Well
I have a friend. A good friend (?) sort of.......kind(?)
honestly,
I
don't know if I am a good-friend, a JUST friend, a classmate
For
me, he
is a good friend.
Let
me repeat again a
good friend!!
Always
listen to my rant since diploma. He also know about pakcik too.
Wow!!
Pakcik huh? can't believed that I would mention him in here
He
is my so called one-sided love once upon a time.
thanks
Zik, for bringing it up and thanks lil brat twister oddball
for
cover it up for me. My allergic.
Talk
about change,
I
don't know if he change or it is me
who
never realize because I was Soooo into pakcik. stupid me
Well
I was blinded by love what to do duh!
So
my friend change in a good way.
More
considerable towards me? or you can say he
show
more of his kindness to me than before?
The he that I knew during diploma
(when
I was blinded by love)
he
towards me:
He
do like teasing people. Rarely he tease me.
Don't
really care what happen to me?
Hardly
text because nothing to talk about? We will see each other anyway.
We're
classmate. Oh he treats me like I don't have any gender.
We
are on a good terms. Enough for me to rant everything I want.
He
is a good listener.
The he that I know recently
(when
I am now so afraid to fall in love)
1. He ask me to company me
for trivial matter
2. We study together for
final exam which is never happen in dip.
3. Childish-ly teasing me
such as:
my
routine, every time I'm trying to focus on study I'll plug on
earphone
and listen to music and he sneakily turn on the volume to max.
MY
EARS!! and when I glaring at him while turn down the volume,
he
would do the same thing again and again and lastly I didn't study.
but
we're fighting over the volume.
4. Walking me back to
hostel.
Frankly
speaking I didn't afraid to
walk around 4am in the morning.
It
would take about 10 minutes walk to hostel from faculty/library.
Surprisingly,
he on his vespa approach me while I'm walking to hostel.
He
drive his vespa slowly to follow with my pace. I already ask him
just
leave which is he should know he do not need to do that but
he
didn't respond and still walk me until I safely arrived in front of the hostel
gate.
5. Hang out
together.
I
had never ever been hang out with him, just the two of us before.
When
he ask me out I always thought that someone else would be there too.
Turns
out just the two of us. Thank goodness we are close friend so nothing to worry,
I'm
not even a bit awkward or nervous, I feel comfortable.
6. Considerate
I
remember when we watching movie, the cinema, its * COLD!!
plus I'm wearing out that night because I've got exam in the
evening
and
I am a bit disappoint with my performance. Lacks of rest and sleep, So,
i
can't stand the cold and got a flu. He ask if I'm cold and give his parka to
me.
I
didn't take it, I ask him wasn't he cold? He said that when he want to use the
parka he will let me know. HA HA no thank you. I decline and shove off his
parka at his hand.
I'll
try to hold on until I feel like I might get a runny nose. He give it to me and
said they already turn off the a/c. Well Beggars can't be choosers you know. I
use it anyway.
So,
how on earth from the above, his attitude shows that he likes me?
Clarifying,
1.
He ask me because maybe his friends is busy while I'm free at that time.
2.
Diploma and degree is different/ We need to study together because
we
need study buddy to stay up. Not all my friends likes to stay-up.
3.He
just like teasing. Maybe he’s gone crazy due to the loads of studying.
4.
Its a job for a friend to protect a friend. Gentleman is a must.
5.Because
we hardly see each other because we're not in the same class
and it
happened to be that all our other friends are busy so
we
end up hangout just the two of us.
6.
That is what a friend should be. Taking care with each other.
So
in my opinion he didn't have any sort of special feelings towards me.
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