Love, Rosie

assalamualaikum

Hello there,

Happy New Year

2016

It's been awhile since I update my entry here.

I'm already in my final year of my degree in civil engineering.

Such a busy year where I need to prepare for my thesis and research.

I hope that it will be worth with my effort and able to graduate on time.

Pray for me too, alright?

:)

I've got one more paper to go for my final year exam.

It is one week gap before the last paper so chill,

no sweat !

I re-watch a heart fluttering movie,

Love, Rosie.

(Lily Collins so pretty ~ Yeah, I'm her fan)

It's story where you fall in love with your own best friend.

Some people find it's weird and you can't

but when you already fall in love,

it's difficult to handle and you'll feel like something choked inside you.

It's not like a thing where you can just throw it away.

Even for a thing you love, you can't bring yourself to throw it away right?

Same goes to your love.

To be honest, it is painful to keep it all to yourself.

And more painful if he talk about other girl.

Just like when Alex talk to Rosie about Bethany.

Yeah it pretty much like what I've been going through.

In fact, I bet there thousands of girls out there,

experienced this kind of love.

Either, it ends pretty well like this movie,

or

...........

New Love.

yeah, I want to fall in love

I want to find new love.

I want to feel what is like to be loved by a man

This year, unofficially , I already 24.

Oh my, time sure flies faster.

24 and still single and available.

I start to think,

am I not good enough?

am I too hard for a guy to approach?

am I so ugly that no one wants me as their lover?

There's a guy, he didn't tell me at my face but I know this

from his friend too which also my friend.

She once mentioned why not try approach me 

and he said nay, because I look like a high maintenance-kind-of-person

say, What ?!!

He judge me from what he looks on the outside

he didn't even try to make friend with me and he JUDGE me?

Yeah, I'm really upset to hear that

but there's nothing I can do anyway.

People,

they free to talk what they want and I can't stop that.

But, to think that he think that I'm that type of person,

I wonder about others (men),

their first impression towards me.

Haaaaa, if only my best friend love me as well,

as much I love him,

I wouldn't have a problem to find a man.

Well, I already moved on so whatever.